Head Fucked Again

What a roller coaster of a week.

Last week I helped my ex move to her new place which is just 70 yards down the road and I found out that she has a new man in her life, yes it hurt to find out that after only two weeks of us splitting completely, she's already moved on to a new bloke.

Last week I was really angry but by Thursday I had calmed down and I was being text by my ex's daughter as she felt that her mum was ignoring her for a new fella, I tried to explain this to my ex but it fell on completely deaf ears.

Things came to a head on Sunday when I ended up speaking properly to my ex and told her exactly how her daughter is felling.

Monday brought an altogether different problem, my ex has finally stood up to her daughter and gave her a kick in the arse she needs so she will pull her finger out and get a job. Yesterday me and the ex hatched a plan of what to do and my ex finally put it into action around 5pm last night. Her daughter became pissy and argumentative about it so my ex took her phone off her too.

That's when the real fireworks kicked off.

Me and the ex were texting each other all day and in four hours over 100 texts had gone back and forth, after my ex laid the law down with her daughter, she was very stressed so I said pop up for a coffee, one coffee turned to four and we spent a very nice evening chatting like old friends.

Now for the real problem, my ex suggested going to the pub for a few pints to help destress some more, well one pint led to five and next thing you know, we were snogging each others faces off and during the night we ended up back at my place and in my bed.

Then my ex told me she still loves me, that blew my head again so today has been a day of texting as she feels guilty about last night and we are back to square one.

So once more I find my head in fucked mode and me rebuilding my life from where I left off a couple of weeks ago